I love being home from college for summer, not a big fan of being in this house though.

Things I have to do before tomorrow’s flight back to buffalo

1. Pack
2. Clean my room (i make such a mess in 10 days)
3. Study for monday’s midterm
4. Write a 12 page paper for tuesday
5. Complete stats and communication extra credit
6. Have one last slice of GOOD pizza before going back to buffalo’s shitty ass pizza (seriously you guys fuck it up so much no offense)

Things I will do before tomorrow’s flight back to buffalo

1. Go hang out with some friends
2. Stay up late
3. Open my book flip through and go i know it all and close it within 30 seconds
4. Procrastinate my essay
5. GET GOOD PIZZA!

This picture is from last year…Its a picture of me and in the background one of my best friends Sophia.

Her and another amazing friend Marlowe were bold and moved to california. Doing what I wish I had the balls to do. I haven’t seen them in forever (I’ve seen everyone else) and miss them so much. They were the most amazing people to talk to (with sophia it was esp. awesome since our families had gone through very similar scenarios), I just talked to them on the phone which was amazing…but reminds me why I miss them so much and the fact that I have no clue when I will see them again.

Things like these make me miss last year so much. So much has changed.

Saying goodbye is something I have done a lot of since going to college.

Obviously the worst is the first time but also the most exciting. When everything was so new and scary shipping out 6 and half hours away from home. I don’t mind being so far away from home but its sad not to see my nephew all the time since he is growing and changing so much now. Seeing pictures of family events and such (i am close to my family/extended family). Every now and then it gets to me.

Today I got to do it again. Its hard when you know theres a long stretch of time before you see everyone again (ex: Thanksgiving it was easy because I was home soon after that), then it bums me out how short of a time I have to see everyone/do everything.  I really am getting sick of goodbyes but good thing is I’ve only had one real goodbye this year to my friend Sophia and Marlowe who moved to california (even then its a extended see you later) for the rest its just see you soon.

I am on the next flight out to Buffalo tomorrow…and a ton of shit to do today. On the list of things to do I need to buy sleeping pills so I will be able to sleep this week for school because no way will I be able to do it naturally.

Buffalo is grabbing me into a chokehold while my hometown is struggling to hold on…Few more days and my hometown will lose its grip.

I kind of miss my dorm bed to be honest its way taller than my bed at home…which is weird but I sleep better on it. At least there will be Jamba Juice almost every day again (: … and dining hall food ):

One of the sunrise pictures I took the night…err morning following my graduation on the river by my home (maybe sometime I’ll post more they are pretty cool imo).

Three Hundred and Eighty Five miles from there, two seasons later and I still close my eyes in hopes that I could open my eyes to that moment again.